THE LIFE OF A SOLDIER

if only you knew….

if only you knew how much i think of you, if only you knew how much i talk about you, if only you knew how much you mean to me, if only you knew how much i truly miss you, if only you knew how i love you, if only you knew how much i just want to hold you and never let go, if only you knew how much i wanna tell you this in person but to nervous to do so, if only you knew how many tears i still shed, if only you knew how stupid i feel for losing you, if only you knew……

Random

I wake up staring into your eyes, love is in the air overflowing like a flood, to hold you in my arms is the best part of my day when I’m with you I feel like we are inseperable and when I feel your lips against mine its like we are alone no distractions nor interruptions the stars and the moon as bright as ever as I smile in mid-kiss I wake get dressed for school and continue wishing it could come true

Happy

That moment when you see your ex and all the feelings rush out of you like a soda bottle that you shake before opening you just want to hold them but you don’t know how to say it untill you realize the mistake you made and you just want them back and you start thinking about all the amazing times you had with that person and you want it again because its the happiest you have been with any girl and your friends are saying that we should be together again no fuck ups no breaking just together forever. Yep that’s what I’m feeling now

Lonely

Lonliness is a disease unable to avoid because its the hole in your heart that is open wide with no one to fill it you can’t help it you just get left behind because no one is there for and it gets wider when people leave your life that’s lonliness

The end

You know that feeling when you lose everything that’s the feeling I have now I lost out of stupidity the best chapter has now ended and there is no sequel there is remake this is the end and this is it

Forgiveness

If i could only know why you dont speak to me at the moment i’m anxious wanting to explain my misunderstanding you are the cutest most funniest down to earth girl and i will do anything to get your trust and hold you in my arms never let go i dont want to lose you or hurt you and i want to keep you smiling as my girl

Black berry and it works

Black berry and it works

Love

Love as mysterious as inception as complicated as death although the best feeling in the world it also could also be the worse when you are in love it feels like when you are with that special someone it is just the two of you with a gorgeous scenery in the background as the good times just begins love had its ups and downs but don’t get heart broken because it’s the worse feeling ever you get stuck in a depressed stage everything reminds you of the what used to be special someone I just explained love for you are you ready to give it a chance